Okay, maybe I shouldn’t have been so quick to dismiss this year as a disappointing one. I am enjoying the first few weeks of uni so far- and if they’re indicative of how the rest of this semester is going to go for me then I should have some reasons to be content.
Must. Remember. To. Take. It. Easy.
Here’s to another year of change. Not necessarily good change, but a transition nonetheless. I don’t think that I will change my ways- if anything, it is likely that I will become more of a recluse as the year progresses. I guess 2011 reminded me of the value that solitude holds to me. Sure, there is nothing quite like being surrounded by the company of family or friends, but having had more time alone has offered some perks as well. I try to console myself over my neglected relationships by believing that they were bound to end anyway. It is nice to know that I was once close to these people but life happens. People change. I’m the one who changed.
My god, you’re really a useless fucking cunt aren’t you? What is wrong with you?
“Gravity is working against me. Gravity wants to bring me down”. Man, I feel so fed up with everything at the moment. I just want to spend eternity in bed with my playlist.
